Living My Life

You Know What Pisses Me Off?

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 02:31:25 GMT

You know what pisses me off? When people take my fucking nickname. Shadoxx. Yes, I know, it's cool and all, but what the fuck do you have to do these days to protect something you've thought up? You stumble upon a nickname and are like, "Hey that's cool. I think I'll steal it." What the fuck, seriously.

Ugh...I hate people.

Erin

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 16:14:26 GMT

Erin
Originally uploaded by wooldrb.

I made this for my lover. I want to be with her forever. She is everything I've ever wanted. I'm so content. I want nothing to change between us. <3

What Else But My Life?

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 09:40:38 GMT

Well, I was in a peaceful mood until my grandma just came down and started bitching at me for staying up so late. I'm going to try to write this as if she hadn't, but it kind of pissed me off.

Alright, in case you didn't know, I've met the most awesome girl ever. I know, I've said this before. But this time, from all of my previous experience, she is the best. She halfway understands me when I talk (and most of you know what I mean when I say talk), she loves techno just as much as I do. She has an awesome family. Best of all...I love her. She loves me. I couldn't mean this more when I say I couldn't be happier with anyone else. Lol, what's her name? Erin. She's the one I've been looking for all this time. Through all the heartbreak, and searching, and lonelyness...she is the end result. My everything. No one could be more perfect in my eyes. Not Nevena, not anyone. I think I've finally found that special someone. I love her like no other. Just being with her makes me so happy. She's crazy, beautiful, and smart. All in perfect balance of each other. Hehe, I love her.

For fear of having my grandma yell at me again, I think I must say goodnight (it's 4:40AM right now). I'll try to keep this updated, though I doubt I'll succeed. Until then...:)

Sitty

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:10:20 GMT

Sitty
Originally uploaded by wooldrb.

Finally I got some pictures from Halloween! Where's my costume you ask? Pfft...wouldn't you like to know. Anyway, I shaved for the occasion. Actually, I shaved for Brian's party, and it hasn't grown back yet. Haha, obviously, it was like 3 days ago. Well...from the 31st that is. Tell me what you think of it. Do I look better with or without the hair? Until then...

No! My Voices Are Gone!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 16:55:34 GMT

Well, the past few days I've noticed a change in my voice. Why? The hell if I know. I've already hit puberty, so it makes no sense. No more weird voices...well...at least not the high ones. I miss them already. *sobs*

I'm going to go and cry in the corner now. :(

But on a better note, I don't have herpes! Well, no one ever said I had. I was simply just stating a fact. You know what...your words hurt me.

[root@localhost]# ps aux | grep gwbush

god 2895 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vTwmd --get_oil
god 2896 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vAwmd --get_oil
god 2897 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vKwmd --get_oil
god 2898 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vEwmd --get_oil
god 2899 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vIwmd --get_oil
god 2900 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vRwmd --get_oil
god 2901 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vAwmd --get_oil
god 2902 0.0 0.1 38228 2660 ? S 23:04 0:00 gwbush -vQwmd --get_oil

[root@localhost]#

Kind of suggestive...don't you think? ;)

Haha, and if none of you got that, that's ok. You weren't supposed to. I think my new friend Russel is the only one who can truly appreciate that...at least if he doesn't like Bush that is. :D

Brandon Thoughtful

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 17:09:17 GMT

Brandon Thoughtful
Originally uploaded by wooldrb.

This is a cool photo I cropped and applied the chalk & charcoal filter to. It's from homecoming. My friend Ricky says it's emo, but the cool kind of emo, not the pussy ass I'm a pussy kind of emo. ^_^

I'm Behind

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 05:09:17 GMT

I'm behind in my schoolwork at the moment. It sucks. I was gonna do some work tonight but I haven't been able to get any other operating system installed. I was gonna hae my school burn me a copy of Fedora Core 4, so I could install it tonight. But apparently, "I don't need it." Yeah, if Windows would work it wouldn't be a problem. Since my mom took away my computer, I have to reactivate Windows. It sucks ass so much. And it doesn't look like I'm ever gonna get that computer back. She's just being a bitch about it because I won't come home. It's funny, they said straight to my face they didn't want me. In fact, I believe my dad's exact words were, "Son we love you but you can't live here anymore." And now she's bitching about me not coming back home. It's bullshit, the only fucking thing I care about is my computer. Everything on it was given to me. DVD/CD+RW Combo Drive my neighbor gave to me. Video card, my friend Jeff. Monitor, a teacher at my school. I'd say it all equates to about $300-$400 dollars. I don't want anything to do with that bitch, I just want my computer back. And she said if I get internet at my grandmother's she's gonna start taking $20 out of childsupport that my father pays. All of that money is supposed to go to me, and she's not legally allowed to keep a single cent. But we're being nice and letting her keep $5 out of the check for gas and such. Hah, no internet? Funny. It hasn't even helped me get any of my schoolwork completed. Well, today I transferred all of the notes I'd taken through email. That was in the hopes that I'd get it fixed today. NOTE: Mandrake 10.0 Fucking Sucks!!! Not only is it's autoupdate feature non-existent, nothing is installed where it's supposed to be. ARGH!!! It's pissing me off so much.

It was so easy to get work one when I first began school. Now it's like I can't wait for the end of the day. I'm tired of making excuses, I just want to get it done. What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't fail 9th grade again. I already feel like a dumbass because I've done it twice, but now it seems like I'm going down the exact same path. I've tried forcing myself, I've tried doing it at night. Hell, I've even tried doing it in the morning. That seemed to be working the best. How does everyone else do it? I can't get myself to wake up that early. Mainly because I know I don't have to. But I need to push myself. What happened to all the ambition I was feeling a month ago? What happened to that drive I had that made me get up every morning whether I felt like it or not? What happened to that dounut that was just lying here a second ago? O_o I think I'm just getting too comforatable, just like I did the past two years. How do I instill that fear that I had? I'm so fucking arrogant. I know I'm failing, just like I always have, yet I do nothing to stop it.

I'm missing a key component to success: fear. I fear nothing. I can't say I fear nothing, spiders scare the hell out of me. And really big crickets too. Let me rephrase, why doesn't failure scare me? Is it because I'm so used to it? I'm lazy, I don't follow through, and I let everything come to me. The only thing I can say I truly worked for in my life was my knowledge of computers, and I can't even really say I worked for that. It all came naturally, like it had always been a part of me and I just hadn't discovered it yet. In my classes right now, I've been stuck on one thing for the longest time. But that made me stop everything. It was like I couldn't do anything else until I finished that one assignment. And I finished it today. It's been two weeks, two weeks. Who takes two weeks to write an essay that could've been written in half an hour? And look at me now, 11 assigments behing is Biology (more when I get to school tomorrow), 18 behind in English and Geometry. There's no excuse for that.

And people reading this, don't say that what's different this time is that I'm realizing all of it before it's too late. I realized it the first time, I realized it the second time, and I'm realizing it now. Nothing has changed. OK, one thing has changed, I'm on a new pill. All of my friends have passed me in everything. I feel like such a dumbass. What they're learning is so advanced. Chemistry, Calculus, things I've never even thought about, let alone begin to comprehend.

And now I'm just whining about it, complaining about something that's my fault. Like this is really solving anything.

Right here, right now, I'm saying this. If I'm not caught up by the end of next week, I'm not going to homecoming. I don't deserve to go. I've done all of this fun stuff yet I've done nothing to earn it. All of my friends are working their asses off, and all I can do is complain because I can't get up early enough. The time for talking was over 2 years ago. Now it's time for some action. Maybe something has changed. All I've done is whine, complain, and make excuses. No more.

Once More

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 16:29:29 GMT

Yes, once more I find myself in better times. I'm getting ZoomTown on Tuesday. They said the equipment would arrive on Monday, and the service should be active by Tuesday. 3MB/sec DL 1MB/sec UL. Can't beat that for $20. It's the student price. I recommend that if you have dialup, you should switch to Cincinnati Bell. It's only $20 a month until June 1st, 2006. You do a self installation (if you don't know how to install it yourself, just ask me to. I'll do it for free. :-P) and the equipment is free. Lol, I sound like an advertisement. Oh yes, Windows XP has shit out on me. The key my school gave to me doesn't work anymore. I was thinking about calling, but fuck it. I've switched back to Linux indefinately; Mandrake 10.0. When I get my net hooked up I should be able to download any updates for it. That reminds me, I have to download Java from school so I can take it home.

There were some great shirts I found on this site. They're mostly techie shirts that no one would understand. For example 'chmod 777 me'. XD That's one of the funniest things ever. Not so much because it's a great play on words or something, just because no one gets it. I wrote an email with the links to all of them. If you want it just email me and ask for it. Have to go and do some stuff now.

Oh, and if you've sent me something on MySpace, I haven't really been able to check it. I think I have like 5 new friend requests, and at least that many more comments/messages. So I should be able to check it today if I go over to Dani's. And if not, Tuesday by the latest. But anyway, just be patient. I'm not ignoring your requests, I just haven't had time to accept them. :-P

I'm Pink!!!

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:54:00 GMT

You scored as They Might Be Giants: Self Titled. You're the original TMBG release. With songs like "Put Your Hand Inside the Puppet Head", "She's and Angel", and "I Hope That I get Old Before I Die" self-titled is a TMBG classic.

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Lincoln

80%

They Might Be Giants: Self Titled

80%

Dial-A-Song

70%

The Spine

60%

Factory Showroom

50%

Mink Car

40%

John Henry

40%

Flood

40%

Apollo 18

30%

Sever Tire Damage: Live

20%

What They Might Be Giants Album Are You?
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Awesomeness

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 01:31:02 GMT

So yeah, I went to Kenwood with Danielle and Joy. We're in the food court and were going for Chinese, but I didn't want it. So I decide to goto Goldstar, because it was good. Long story short, cute girl who worked there asked for my number. Gave it to her too. ^_^ So yeah, should be talking to her sometime tomorrow. Guess I am a catch after all. Oh, and I'm pretty sure Alex set me up on a date with Gabi as well. I don't mind. And I've realized something, being single is fun. :)

I Hate My Parents

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 17:04:17 GMT

Yeah, today I'm getting kicked out of my house. I left this morning and my mom said that when I came back all of my stuff would be packed up. I don't know what the fuck to do. It's shit. I don't even know if I'll be able to go to the party September 10th. Everyone will be there, and I need something to take away some of this stress. But yeah, I'm at school right now and I can't really go into detail. Anyone have any ideas on how I'm going to get out of this one? :(

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:16:14 GMT

Yes, as I remember last entry, and it's over now. School and stuff would make it impossible. Of course I'm sad and stuff, because she's like my other half, but I guess I'll get over that eventually.

School starts for Walnut goers tomorrow. Haha, I don't have to start until like the 23rd, like everyone else. If you look at the CPS site, it says:

Tuesday, August 16
First Day of School for Walnut Hills students only

Hehe, I find it hilarious that it says "only" for some reason. Like just to remind Walnut students that they're the only ones having to go back so soon. But you know, I'd rather be there. Everyone who matters is there, and maybe things with me and Nevena would work out better. But that's all just a fantasy now, because on the 23rd, back to Virtual. My problem, well, one of them at least, was my friends. I let them distract me, and yeah, nothing got done. But now I have a plan, simple in design, but ingenious and requiring a vast amount of will power: seperate myself from my friends. OMG, it might actually work. I think so because of the whole seperating myself two days before getting kicked out and getting more stuff done in those two days than all year. But you never know, so I'll just have to see how I can handle it. And this really is the last chance (although I don't really deserve it because I've been given so many all ready.) If I'm lucky, and fast enough, and try my hardest (which at this point is all guesswork) then I'll be able to complete 9th grade and, hopefully, 10th as well. That'll only put me one grade behind my peers. And that's all good. So, update sometime within the next...well...I'll try and update before the end of the year. Until next time.

Good Things to Come

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 22:46:51 GMT

Well, I finally know what I've been waiting to know all summer: I go back to Virtual in August. It seems that since CPS has been working with my mom at trying to get me back into school. More to come.

New Guestbook

Fri, 06 May 2005 20:48:16 GMT

I programmed this guestbook in ASP. It was something to do, and I had fun. Anyway, the link is:

http://k.domaindlx.com/shadowcore/guestbook/signgb.asp?nick=LiveJournal

Sign it if you want to. See ya.

Feeling Better About Things

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 12:33:29 GMT

Well, just to let everyone know, I'm feeling quite better now. I went out with everyone on Saturday, and that was fun. I got to hang out with Kiersten (yay!) and the rest of my friends. So I'm feeling a lot better actually, despite the fact I still can't use the phone today (grrr.) Heh, but that's OK I guess, I got off too easy anyway. I actually feel bad, because my mom just sort of let it go. My councelor came over last Friday so we could talk about it. I told him I really didn't want to talk about it, and that I wasn't ready to talk about it. He's alright, and it's nothing against him, I just hate councelors. The talking, the whole taking up my time thing. I hate all of it. But idk, I guess that's what you have to deal with when you're me. ^_^

I made my own techno song! It's the first one I ever made! I'm so stoked about that, because it actually sounds alright, and like the techno I listen to on a regular basis. Yay! If you want a copy, just click here. Heh, it's not that good, but it's a start. Oh, and if the link doesn't work (which it probably won't) try it again the next day. My computer should be up until ~6PM EST. It's my mp3 server, and I'm hosting the file myself. Not for commercial use or w/e. If you want to use it in anything, email me at shadoxx428@gmail.com and I should get back to you. But lol, who would want to use my music? :-D

I'm doing Apex now. I'm having to use Internet Explorer because Firefox crashed on me. :'( Oh well, Firefox is still way better than IE. ;-) Before I was in a Virtual School. But now, instead of having to go to a building, I can just do it from home. I'm doing exactly what I was doing there (with the exception of messing around) so it's exactly like before. Heh, I love it: get up whenever I want, take a break whenever I want. It's pefect...well...except for one thing. I miss the people. Heh, and I want to personally thank everyone for being so considerate and caring about my last entry. It really did make me feel a little better, and it's good to know that I have real friends. ^_^' Sorry about worrying all of you though. But you know me, always the dramatic. ;-) I'm in a good mood right now. One of the reasons I even started this entry is so that everyone knows that I'm fine now. Everything has calmed down, and besides the loss of my phone privledges for the weekend/today, it's all good. I don't mind, and I know I deserve a lot worse for what I done. But anyway, I'm happy now so that's all that matters.

Heh, so that's another entry. I'm going to have to start updating more frequently, at least, in intervals no longer than the space between the last one and this one. See ya!

Nothing

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 14:11:32 GMT

Got into a fight with my mom yesterday. We were driving down the highway, arguing, then she backhanded me. I have bad impulse control, so I backhanded her. Gawd, I feel so bad right now. The police were called, I got taken to Children's Hospital for a psychiatric evaluation. The only thing it did was see if I was a danger to myself or others. I wasn't. My impulse wasn't controlled because I had forgotten to take my medicine. She was rushing me, because we had an appointment with the CPS assistant superintendant, and it was 10:07, the appointment was at 10:30. I remembered that I hadn't taken it but she wouldn't go back to the house because she didn't want to be late. We got there 5 mins early, then we waited for like 5 mins in the waiting lounge. We spent a total of 5 mins in his office. So I'm finishing the rest of the school year at home, on Apex. I still have to check if my account is still open or not. Gawd, I scared myself so bad yesterday, because if I hit my mom when I'm not on my medicine, what else could I do? I cried for an hour after we got back from the hospital, and then I cried myself to sleep. Just thinking about it, I'm starting to shake again. -_- I'm lucky , so lucky that she didn't file charges against me. I deserved it though. -_- The last time something like this happened, the judge said that if he saw me back there again, I would be spending time in jail, no questions asked. And another thing, if I'm like that when I'm off medication, what am I going to do to my girlfriend/wife when I get older? I don't think I'd ever do anything like that, because my mom has a special way of getting on my nerves. But it scares me, because my father was abusive to my mother, and she got away from him. I don't want to be like him, I don't want to be anything like him. I'm afraid, I'm so afraid. Gawd I'm starting to cry again. This is the end, I take an oath right now never to do anything like that again. I don't deserve my mom. I'm getting off too easy. She's taken away almost all my privledges, except my computer. It's not enough. I'm punishing myself inside, but it's still not enough. I don't want to be like my father, I love my mom. The thing that scares me most...what about my girlfriend? She's there to support me, but I don't deserve her. She's so good to me. I love her, and I know I'd rather leave her before I did anything to harm her, but the fear is still there none the less. That's my greatest fear, hurting someone I love on accident, physically. It was an accident I hit her, an impulse not controlled by medication, that usually would have been. If I keep telling myself that it makes me feel a little better. But what if medication wouldn't have made a difference? What if it would have happened the same way no matter what? That's what scares me the most, what if I really am abusive? I'm going to do everything my mom says from now on, with little or no resistance. I love her so much. And Kiersten, I love her so much. I don't deserve her, I don't deserve either of them. They're too good to me. Well I'll figure it out I guess. Update whenever. See ya.

Hey Guess What!

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 19:03:41 GMT

Hmmm...something happened today. It sux, it's fucked up my life, and it's permanent. Can you guess what it is? No? Then I'll tell you! I FUCKIN' GOT KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL TODAY!!! Yeah, this is how it went. I come to school, to do some work. I was very proud of myself yesterday because I woke up and I told myself that I'd get some work done today. Well, I did! I got two assignments turned into English yesterday. I was proud because I have a big problem in following through with what I say I'll do. And since they switched me from NovaNET to Apex, I've been having a little trouble in adapting to the switch. Yeah, but I found out Apex is so much easier than NovaNET. But none of it matters now, because I'm kicked out. Here is a list, is brief, of the "crimes" I've supposedly commited:

1.) Disabled RealVNC on 4 machines in the Social Studies lab. For those of you who don't know, RealVNC is a tool used by businesses and schools so that authority figures can view your screen from their computer. What I did was check an option to where a little box would pop up when someone tried to connect to your computer asking if you would allow them or not. It counts down for 15 seconds, and if you don't click on anything it automatically rejects. The only problem is, I did that like 2 months ago when I was being a dumbass and not doing any school work. Since then I've been trying to take that option off, to where it was like it was before, and it didn't ask you it just automatically accepted it. But it wouldn't let me, and I don't think if I did find a way to put it back that I'd have enough time because the teachers are always watching me anyway. So yeah, that's the first reason.

2.) I brought a bootable Linux CD (Knoppix) to school and was running Linux for awhile during lunch. I can see where the problem is here, but I didn't see why they'd care because; a.)It includes the VNC Server by default so they could still view what I was doing and b.)It could do everything Windoze could, and it wasn't impairing me from getting any schoolwork done. But, the admin asked me to stop doing it and to never run Linux again. I said OK, took the CD out of the computer, put it in my bookbag, got back onto Windoze, and that was the end of it. When I got home I took the said CD out of my bookbag and never brought it to school again. The CD never messed with anything on Windoze, it never even wrote to the harddrive. But still, they didn't like it, so I didn't do it anymore.

3.) Getting past the CPS block-pages by using a proxy server. OK, hehe, yeah this is the only thing where I can see why they'd get pissed off about it. But it's not "hacking." It doesn't even remotely resemble "hacking." But Scott Hornblower is a dumbass. Anyone with half a brain can enter a few numbers into their web browser and get past it. Hell, just someone messing around with IE, and entering a random number could probably get past it. Windoze sux ass, but I don't see why I have to pay for it. I've offered numerous times to the admin to help him disable anything that enabled us to get past stuff he didn't want us to, but he never did. So that's his problem, well, I guess it's my problem now but yeah.

4.) Installing shit on the computers. Well, I'd get pretty pissed if someone was putting human feces on my computer, so I can see where he's coming from here. lmfao. Yeah, but seriously, everyone knows that if you don't want people installing stuff on your computer, disable the option to. But, again, the admin didn't want to listen, so we continued to do it. If it's not disabled by someone, we're going to continue to do it because for all we know we're allowed. And this is the truth. You don't ask someone if you can do something when they haven't said anything about it and you know the answer will probably be "no." I know this is a pretty naive point of view, but I'm just telling it like it is.

So, I'm kicked out of Virtual High School. I say fuck 'em. It's their loss, and I was starting to get fed up with their shit anyway. It pisses me off that just because some asshole of a principal has a fucked up definition of the word "hacking" that I get kicked out. Oh, also, he said if I'm not enrolled in another high school within 4 days that he's officially expelling me, and legal action could possibly be taken. I'm enrolling back into East End tomorrow as far as I know, unless something changes. But what get's me is that Jeff, my best friend, turns his back on me. I don't get it, I stood up for him when this shit first happened on the third day I went there. How come he didn't do that for me? I don't know, but it hurts to think that I was betrayed, and after all the shit we've been through. That's fucked up. And another thing, I'd like the principal to try and take some legal action against me. I hardly think using a proxy to get past the block-page, as long as I'm not looking at porn or anything that is illegal, would be a cause for me to get arrested. It's just stupid teenager shit, and he needs a life. He told me to "grow up." What the fuck does he think I'm doing? I'm 15! I haven't "grown up" yet because I'm still in the process dumbass. Gawd he pisses me off so much. I wish there was something I could do about it, but alas I can't. I can only stand here and watch as my life is in the hands of other people. I'll take responsibility for the shit I did, but not for "hacking." He needs to get a fuckin' dictionary and look it up. In fact I'll do a Google search right now:

a. To gain access to (a computer file or network) illegally or without authorization: hacked the firm's personnel database.

b. To use one's skill in computer programming to gain illegal or unauthorized access to a file or network: hacked into the company's intranet.

Did I illegally gain access to files? No. Did I illegally gain access to a network? No. So he's just a dumbass and needs to learn what the real definition of "hacking" is. It's not the pidly ass shit I did, so again, sounds like a personal issue to me. I'm not letting it get to me. I'm gonna go to East End tomorrow, enroll, and by the end of the week I'll be in there again. See ya later Virtual! I will miss some of the people there though, like Ms. Egan, Rachel (yeah I can't spell), Jason, Matthias, Phil, Mr. Miller, Brian (although my last memories aren't so fond), Mr. Horton, and anyone else I forgot. I'll miss you guys. Make sure you spam Scott Horblower's email account for me. ;) Well, I'm gonna go off doing something else. I'll update soon. If not, well then just ask me to, and I'll do it in a week or two. lol. Well, until I update next.

Red vs. Blue Quiz

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 00:53:54 GMT

Lol, I love Red vs. Blue. Almost as much as I like freshly backed muffins. Mmmmmm...muffins.

Caboose

What Red vs Blue Charecter are you?
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Stupid Stuff

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 17:00:25 GMT

Why can't everything be different from what it is? I failed Walnut last year, and that fucked up the rest of life for me pretty much. So how can I change that? I don't know. I've tried everything. School work is the biggest issue for me. I'm afraid I'm just gonna fail like I did last year. I try to get my work done, but it's just so hard for me to concentrate on it. I start to do it, but then I always get sidetracked. And if I just try to do the work, it's so monotanous that I just end up doing poorly because it doesn't interest me. It's like I can't wait for it to get done. I know there are some things in life where you're not going to like doing them, but you have to do them none the less. I've tried to force myself to do them, but then I just end up doing poorly, like I said. What is wrong? Why is it so hard for me to concentrate? Why is it everytime I go to do school work I feel like I'm dying? It's so boring, and I don't end up learning anything. Is it like that for most people? I'm beginning to think that this is how it's gonna be for the rest of my life. Always ending up doing nothing, staying on my computer, wasting my life away. Everyone expects so much of me, because they know how intelligent I am. But they just don't know how hard it is for me. I know that if I went back into a regular school that I'd be able to do well. Ask a question, get an answer. This Virtual High School, I thought it was so cool that I could do all my work on the computer, but now I know it was a mistake. IDK. I'll figure out something.

Cool Techno and Music

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 20:12:57 GMT

Music, music, and more music. And it's all good too! Well, most of it anyway. Things have been going good. I got an FTP server set up. It's got music and other random things on it. Of course it's only up when my computer is. Just check to see if I'm on AIM, if not, then chances are it's not. Ashley is trying to set me up with her friend, Sara, and it seems to be working. All I have to do is meet her, see if we like each other, and move on from there. Yup, things are really great. I got this cool plugin for AIM and Winamp that displays the song your listening to everyone you're talking to. It does get annonying if the other person doesn't want to know though. Hehe, really happy. Update some time soon. Byez!

Oh, yeah, the URL to my ftp site:

ftp://wooldrbmp3.serveftp.net/shared/mp3

Yup, like I said, I'm not on, it's not up. See ya!

Quiz

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 18:42:00 GMT

My Quiz by Moofy
Your full name (first letters capitalized, jeez)
Your age
Your best friend ever	Lydia's clone
Your fuck buddy	Jake
How good they will be	They will shatter into pieces
Your fate	You will have a foursome with Patrick McGurgan, James Ohlweiler, and Esmail
Your best upcoming day	November 34th, you will win the lottery
The next gift you will get	A new computer with your friends' faces plastered all over it

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Winds of Change

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 17:52:47 GMT

I know, I know, haven’t updated my journal in a long bit. Sorry, but who really checks it anyway? OK, so I finally got internet!!! It’s the best, plus I can do whatever I want on it. ^_^ Yeah, lost a friend. Not in a they died way just in a not really your friend anymore kind of way. Yeah, this week has sucked ‘til Thursday. Plus I have a prospect of a new girlfriend. I haven’t really met her yet, or actually even seen her, but I’ve talked to her once on the phone. I was supposed to meet her this weekend but I didn’t even go to Newport. I hung out at Dani’s ‘til they, Annie and Paige, went to this concert. That wasn’t one of the best nights I’ve had, but it beat sitting at home on my computer. Then I get home and I accidentally fuck up my parents internet connection. I tried to mess with the firewall on our wireless router and I just end up locking both of us out. Yeah, lots of yelling, and I almost lost my internet, on the second day I had it! That sucked pretty bad, but all is right with the world again and I can do what I want. I’ve been getting a ton of new music, legally of course. Jeeeezzzz, so much has happened that I can’t even remember half of it right now. I’m listening to some techno, it’s cool, I found it yesterday. School’s been going alright I guess. I’ve been completing a few modules everyday in NovaNET, so that’s cool. I’ve been depressed for like a week or two, but everything is going great now. I don’t really know what else to say, other than the winds of change have blown in my favor and now I’m living the good life. This is such a short entry for me, but I guess I’ll be able to update my journal more frequently now. It’ll all balance out, in the end. That’s all for now. See you all whenever. Byez!

Really Fun Quiz!!! XD

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 18:28:41 GMT

Wow, this was the best quiz i've ever taken! XD Only because I'm such a computer wiz though. XD Here are the results:

I am 35% Geek.

You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing.

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Sat, 18 Dec 2004 18:57:02 GMT

Awesome, just totally awesome. Yesterday I got to go to Walnut. It was without a question the best day of this month so far. I got to see E V E R Y O N E! Well, not everyone, but still the majority of people from last year. I am now going to attempt to list everyone whose names I can remember, at least, everyone I know. Please don’t be mad if I forget your name, cuz there are a lot of ppl to remember. OK, in alphabetical order:

Alli, Amber, Ashley, Ben, Captain Spanky Pants, Carissa, Daemon, Danielle, Ebony, Elvina, Evan, James, Jessica, Katie, Kayla, Kelly, Mary, Nathan, Nevena, Nirmal, Patrick, Phillip, Stephane, Sydney, Trent, Zach

So, is that enough people for you? Again, I’m really sorry if I forgot your name. But give me a break, it’s 12:08 AM and I’m tired as fuck. So forgive me if I can’t remember your name even though it was the first time I’ve seen you in about six months! ^_^ And, I was never really good with names in the first place. Anyway, as I said, it was a great day. I gave Elvina her Christmas present, but only after she kept constantly asking me where it was (^_^) I managed to confuse Katie within the first 3 minutes I was there. We just talked a little and caught up on things. Then, Evan kept making dumb ass comments so I told him to shut up. This one girl, whose name I can’t remember at the moment, asked me to sing “Baby Got Back,” and then, “Big Balls,” which I refused. Defeated, she decided to give us a rendition of “Big Balls.” She gave up after only a few lines though. Hehe, the people who want to be like me…I feel so sorry for them, for they can never copy the one and only. I know, just let me be full of myself for a moment or two……………OK, I’m done. Then I said goodbye to everyone for the moment. I went to Danielle’s gym class. Nirmal was there, and a few other people. Most of them remembered me. Oh, one more thing, out of everyone who saw me, two of them greeted me with, “How’s it going Brandon?” or, “Nice to see you again Brandon, we really missed you,” or at least, “Hey.” The rest of them? “What the fuck are you doing here?!” I’m guessing it was just a stunned reaction, but still, they could have at least started off with a “Hi.” Yeah, so anyway, that was all good. Basically for the rest of the day, Danielle and I just hung out in her boring-as-fuck gym class. I am now satisfied and can fully concentrate on school work now.

Last weekend, we all went ice skating. It turns out, I don’t completely suck at it, as I only fell on my ass three times. For being my first time and all, and having no prior experience, I think that’s pretty damn good! There was a total of 11 or 12 people who went, including myself. I don’t feel like going into details. If you really want to see what happened, you can check out Danielle’s LiveJournal:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/iownyouboth

I’m pretty sure she wrote about that day. Well, it’s pretty late and I’m really tired (still worn out from yesterday, hehe.) I’m going to bed now. Byez!

EMO Mother Fuckers!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 20:33:19 GMT

Took a quiz, it was fun. Here are the results. Byes!

I AM 41% EMO!

Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.

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